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Written by：Billie Eilish、Finneas
Composed by：Billie Eilish、Finneas、Billie Eilish、Finneas
It's so weird
I'm getting older
I think I'm aging well
I wish someone had told me
I'd be doing this by myself
There's reasons
That I'm thankful
There's a lot I'm grateful for
But it's different
When a stranger's always waiting
At your door
Which is ironic
'Cause the strangers seem to
Want me more than anyone before
Anyone before
Too bad
They're usually deranged
Last week
I realized I crave pity
When I retell a story
I make everything sound worse
Can't shake the feeling
That I'm just bad at healing
And maybe that's the reason
Every sentence sounds rehearsed
Which is ironic
Because when I wasn't honest
I was still being ignored
Lying for attention
Just to get neglection
Now we're estranged
Things I once enjoyed
Just keep me employed now
Things I'm longing for
Someday I'll be bored of
It's so weird
That we care so much
Until we don't
I'm getting older
I've got more on my shoulders
But I'm getting better
At admitting when I'm wrong
I'm happier than ever
At least that's my endeavor
To keep myself together
And prioritize my pleasure
'Cause to be honest
I just wish that
What I promise would depend on
What I'm given
Not on his permission
Wasn't my decision
To be abused
Things I once enjoyed
Just keep me employed now
Things I'm longing for
Someday I'll be bored of
It's so weird so weird
That we care so much
Until we don't
That we care so much
Until we don't
But next week
I hope I'm somewhere laughing
For anybody asking
I promise I'll be fine
I've had some trauma
Did things I didn't wanna
Was too afraid to tell ya
But now I think it's time